Huwebes, Hunyo 30, 2011

#2

ALOHA! :)
I'll start this post with a pleasant smile. " :) "  Years ago, I used to be very immature and very childish, and I think I still am right now. I used to have this so-called DIARY, taking down crazy notes, most especially emotions. :D but I don't do it daily because sometimes I forget to do so. I still have it now and every-time I reread it, I remember how stupid I am but I just laugh about it.

Way back years, I remember how I wrote in it, I write the date and the most common greeting "Dear Diary", and then I write all the good and bad things that happened to me on that particular day, sometimes it's kinda trash talk especially when I'm mad because I write unpleasant words inside it and then later on, I tear it apart  realizing that, that was too harsh. :) Then, when I reached high-school years, I still do the same.. I had a piece of notebook where I wrote the same stuffs, BUT including my love-life, it's kinda awkward because when I was in grade school, I used to hate boys, but that's another issue. In high-school, we were given assignments which were more difficult from those in elementary; our teacher told us to make poems or some lines, I find it really irritating because I don't brain-storm alot, because it requires me very LOOOOOOONG time to produce logical ideas, that's why I do a little cheating, I read some infamous poems, then I pick ideas in it then I produce updated versions.

Now, that I'm on college, it's really a TOTAL PRESSURE, because we were given mountains of reports, and this blog, honestly is slightly a burden for me, but not that much. :) I say it's a little bit of burden because, of course, as a college student it's normal to be busy, and making this blog is also time-consuming, but it helped me enhance my writing ability. I'm not fond of blogging, but I reblog. I guess, my logic ends here, I have nothing more to say. :DDD

Huwebes, Hunyo 16, 2011

#1 My Mission in Life

My mission in life as of now is to find something where I excel and where I fit in, because at this stage of my life, I am still mentally immature to be more serious in life, all I do is just enjoy and have fun, but I am looking forward on discovering things that's hidden inside me and developing it for the benefit of me and my family. At this point of time, I'm still going out of the shell and still exploring things which are new to me.

Taking up AB Filipino was really out of my league, yet I have no other choice than to accept it, because my mind was still uncertain when it comes to decision-making , most especially when it comes to my course, so as long as I'm in this program, I will live and enjoy this at its best and give my greatest effort in order to achieve high GPA and decide, whether to stay at this program or shift in to another course. Also, there are consequences that I have to consider if I'll stay. My mother asked me if I continue in this program, what would be my job in the future? That's why she has been encouraging me all this time to shift into BEED-Science and Health because according to her "Teachers are the ones who has the most stable job and stable salary"; while my father wants me to take-up BS-IT, because according to him "computer-related graduates are the most demand both domestic and abroad.", but in my philosophy, salary doesn't really matter at all as long as I am loving and enjoying my job, but most people said that in this generation, people should be practical and globally-competitive, so all I gotta do is be good in my studies in order for me to graduate and find a stable job. Decision-making takes time and so, I have to think very deep so that I would be able to choose the best decision, and for me not to regret in the long run.